Saturday, December 11, 2004
*coughs*
thanks shann for your pi pa gao. whaha`~ many things happened today. though its over...hmm...hee =>
pardon me for my language here.but i need to vent out my frustrations before i can sleep peacefully.
i only think about myself? i'm this i'm that. oh
wtf. why are there such people on earth. after they've hurt you so badly, now they want you back. and worst, they say things like i've also hurt them. that its totally unfair that i never give them another chance. that i only think of myself. in short, now i'm the baddie. oh
fuck it. get a life can. you chose this path. it was your choice. and raking up the past doesnt help. about our promises. do you expect me to give a damn after you've hurt me so badly? wake up pls! i only think about myself? you should jolly well ask yourself this! now you're saying stuff that just shows how pitiful you were. its not about comparing who's more pitiful ok. neither is it about who's more at fault!
dammit. after loving numerous girls...i'm still the one? oo. how great! get a life la. i aint as naive as before!
bloody shit. i tried to make things clear in a more pleasant manner but hell! you just cant get simple facts into your head! quit saying how much you've done for me and our past! i dont give a single
shitty damn about it ok. quit bugging me about this anymore. as i said, i tried my utmost to salvage it in the past without knowing where the problem lied. so now, i've no regrets.
sorry for being mean ( why the hell am i apologising
arghh.) if you're reading this, it's just impossible. quit saying it isnt
FAIR. nothing is fair in this world. BYE.
*pooff*
i feel better.
nights world <3
take me with you
5:49 PM
